Two days to go

Getting closer now.....yet still doesn't quite seem like it's happening. Maybe because in true Sharon Style, I have yet to start packing. Methinks tomorrow will be an utterly stressful day, what with getting everything ready and spending a good protion of the day visiting relatives to tell them bye....Already got a slight preview today when I went to see nanna and nannu.....nanna starting crying before I left, as though that was the last time she would ever see me. I should brace myself now, i just hope that I don't end up crying myself for the sake of other people. I'm especially worried about me and mum at the airport....I know she'll cry, and there's a good chance i'll cry once I see her cry....but we are both utterly proud and we will both stupidly and unsuccessfully try to hide the fact that we are crying from one another because we somehow believe we are being strong for the other person. Ma nafx.....maybe it will be better for her knowing that my dad will be waiting for me in Rome and will be with me for the first two days. Anyway this is all useless projection at the moment.....I should just focus on the task at hand....which at present is getting ready to go to lex so that I can enjoy one final night in the company of my closest friends and the people I love most in the world :) Every single one of them. Looking forward to it looooads.